Forget

Its been a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really really miss the time when we are sweet,but its all just an illusion for me.Its not real,never meant to be real.
Last night,i saw those messages and i finally realise that you are not that the girl i knew before.

For once,i wish to be your prince but not anymore.Take careeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Anyway,its was fun yesterday night,HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO KINLIANG! :)


Here's a song



Song name : Too much
Artist : All Time Low (I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Lyrics:

I admit, I miss seeing your face babe, (seeing your face babe)
And being alone is starting to take its toll, (toll)
I'm cold and it's getting old, (getting old)
I admit, (I admit) I should have made some changes. (changes)
We were so smothered in love,
We didn't have a chance to come up for air (no fair)

What a waste, where did the time go?
Where did our minds go? I don't know.
What's this place? Where did our home go?
We won't know, I don't know.

Too much of anything is too much,
Too much love can be too much,
We had too much time, too much us,
So we fought like tomorrow was promised
Too much, too much, too much, too much
Too much, too much, too much, too much
Much, much too much

I admit, I'm still watching the days go by, (watching the days go by)
And sleeping alone is starting to break me down. (down)
It's cold, but I should have known. (should have known)
I admit, (I admit) I made a few mistakes, babe, (babe [x3])
We were so caught up in love,
We didn't have a chance to come up for air...

What a waste, where did the time go?
Where did our minds go? I don't know.
What's this place? Where did my heart go?
We'll never know, I'll never know...

Too much of anything is too much,
Too much love can be too much,
We had too much time, too much us,
So we fought like tomorrow was promised
Too much, too much, too much, too much
Too much, too much, too much, too much
Too much, too much, too much, too much
Too much, too much, too much, too much
Much, much too much

I need to find a reason to feel,
Like everything was meant to be let go,
Take it slow, 'cause I can't be on my own.

Too much of anything is too much, (it's just too much)
Too much love can be too much, (it's just too...)
We had too much time, too much us,
So we fought like tomorrow was promised
Too much, too much, too much, too much
Too much, too much, too much, too much
Too much, too much, too much, too much
Too much, too much, too much, too much
Much, much too much

;)

Love = Past?

Goodbye                                                       I dont really know what to say anymore

                                                                    Maybe im annoying?

                                                              Im not good at coaxing you

                                                          Im not good at understanding you

                                                                    Im not good at you.

                                                            And Im not perfect as he does.

                                                        


                                                                      Im sorry. June



                                                      I saw you and his conversation last night

                                                                       It was sweet.

                                                 How i wish i was the one that chatting with you

                                                 You know how i felt when i saw the message?
                                                            
                                                                 You will never know :/

                                                              


                                                               Am I a fool to even dream?

                                 Every time I gain a fragment of the present, I lose a fragment of the past

                                    
                                        I just happened to linger there - my existence to you, my dear


                                            I'll see you when we'll say, "Hello," like we never left

                                                      I'll hold your hand and you'll hold mine

                                                               But until then... goodbye.


                                                        I will never ever forget our promise :)


                                                          But i think is the time to break it.

                                    
                                                               My inbox is empty now :)
                                                 
                                          Seriously,i dont really know what are you thinking sometimes         


                                                                 I can hardly guess :s

                                   But no matter what you think, i think is the best what im doing right now    


                                                         I won't forget those text message.


                                            






This is so not me,ahahhaha.
I can't believe im writting all this lame things :x
Bye Bye (; 

I really wish this is the place where i can hide myself.

You will never know how much i miss you. Eyes on me.

Whenever sang my song

On the stage, on my own

Whenever said my words

Wishing they would be heard.

I saw you smiling at me

Was it real or just my fantasy

You'd always be there in the corner

Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you

Same old songs, just once more

My last night here with you?

Maybe yes, maybe no.

I kind of liked it your way

How you shyly placed your eyes on me

Oh did you ever know?

That I have mine on you

Who pinches you softly but sure

If frown is shown then

I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you

Close as I wanna be

Close enough for me

To feel your heart beating fast.

And stay there as I whisper

How I loved your peaceful eyes on me

Did you ever know

That I have mine on you

Darling, so share with me

Your love if you have enough

Your tears if you're holding back

Or pain if that's what it is

How can I let you know

I'm more than the dress and the voice

Just reach me out then

You would know that you're not dreaming

My time is yours my friend.

After hearing my friends saying about Something*, now i know what should i do.

Some say you treated me like a trash,

but i think you must have your reason for being like this.

I won't blame you for anything.

I'll just blame myself for being so childish and hopeless trash.

You may say me brainless,

You may say me Childish.

But i want you to know,

I will hope for you,

I will pray for you,

Amongst the reckless and the black.

My time is yours , my friend.

Weather in here relfected how i am.

I reached singapore at 6 this morning,its kinda sad and dissapointed that you dint reply my text.I know that you are sleeping..but..sigh..nevermind :)


After having my bath,i sit infront of the laptop waiting you online :|

i waited and wait..finally! you're online!

I was hoping that you tell me that your phone have no credit so you din't reply me.But you din't ...

I guess i can't cheat myself at all huh.

Seriously i don't know why i lost my appetite to eat,eventhought im hungry.but i still feel like eating :s

Oh ya,weather today are so strange,its like reflecting me these days.

When i felt happy it shines,when i felt moody its RAIN HEAVILY!

But most of the i always moody one =o= for no reason.

These are the pics that i take before the RAIN FALLS DOWN

                                          BEFORE RAIN FALLS ! AND I MISS YOU LIKE HELL ! YOU WON'T KNOW!

Thanks to my bro for cheering me when i was in extreamly down,love you guys!

Iloveyou.June Aleshanee. I really really do. If you just give me a chance. Time won't wait they say :( But i'll wait you.

Going Singapore!

going singapore tonightttttt AND IM NOT EXCITED ! THAT PLACE IS SO BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG :/



actually i prefer staying at ipoh because someone is coming to ipoh this cny :3


too bad :(






YOU! REMEMBER TO EAT AND DRINK MORE WATER ! IF NOT YOUR THOART WILL BE PAIN AGAIN AND YOU CANT EAT FRIED FOODS AND COLD DRINKS AT CNY :P take care! iloveyou !!!!!!







But its okay :P for friends who want dota in the morning! please pm me T.T i can host at s'pore. 100%





TAKE CARE~ HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

BORINGGGGGGG ! and I MISS YOU

HEHE!

just finished my bath and take some picc before going out :x

its kinda weird but i like it :)

                                             =o= 


To You.

I wanna tell you that i really love you.




You're in my mind whole day and i can't just get it out but i love it how it is. I miss you June




But im so hurt when i saw you calling me to give up..
I made up my mind already,



I'll wait you just like how you wait him. I love you!

Bye.

You know you can't give me what I need

And even thought you mean so much to me

I can't wait through everything.

Is this really happening ?

I swear i'll never be happy again.

And don't you dare say we can just be friends

I'm not some boy that you can sway

I knew it'd happen eventually.





I love you. Cheong Jia Ying 

:)

Friends have been cheering me,thank you all ;)

Edwin
Eric
Tray
Calvin
Niko

THAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU !


For today :3 ILOVEYOUMORE CHEONG JIA YING

:(

对不起,我的一厢情愿带了很多麻烦给你.


真的真的真的很对不起.

Sorry.

I don't really know what to say and do now.

What to say :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

All i know is that i won't be your IdealBoyfriend </3

My Selfishness.

对不起，我是否给了你很大压力?

我确实我自己是真的喜欢你的，

就是卸不下对你的喜欢.

那种奇妙的感觉，好像不曾出现.

我弄丢了太多的东西，忘记了太多的事情，舍弃了太多的责任，

可是这次对于你，

我好像不太想放弃.

如果两个人想好好的在一起，总要一个人要忍得.

但是我想告诉你，我会这样做.

我明白那些难过，那些委屈.

我很想说，其实这些我都懂的.

我要你开开心心.

即使再难过，

当想起有个人在默默的陪伴你，

即使是在很远很远的地方.

多想是你住在我隔壁，

你和我会一起吃饭，

只要开开心心的，

哪怕是路边摊也可以吃的满足，

手牵手，快快乐乐的过马路.

我要的，

在我难过的时候，什么话都可以给那个你说，

一句亲爱的，别难过，你还有我，

心里的难过就会好很多很多.

因为我知道，

有个人在我的身后，默默的陪伴我.

我要的，

在我孤单的时候，有个人给我发发信息，让我听听你的声音.

这对我来说，比什么有趣的书，好玩的游戏都重要，都欣慰.

因为我知道，

有个人，虽然不曾经见过面，陪过我，

但心里却一直挂念着我.

我要的，

一声叮嘱，一声关爱，一句问候.

吃饭了么?饿了么?累了么?

其实，对我都是珍贵的、暖暖的.

我发誓永远都不会嫌这样的话语啰嗦，麻烦.

一句我们在一起，什么困难我都能抗下去.

其实，在我心里都会荡漾出最幸福的涟漪.

我不要温柔的甜言蜜语，不要海枯石烂的誓言.

我要的，

只是让我乖乖待在你身边，

让我做个陌生人也好，

哪怕我只是你面子书一个普通的朋友，

只要是你爱的，我都爱.

我不要你每一分钟都陪我.

你也有你的生活，我不想干涉你太多.

我要的，

只是你能够相信我，

说的出就能做的到的行动.

温暖着我的心底，充满着幸福的滋味.

让我有个机会，

那以后可能我会给你很多感触，很多感动.

一条关怀的短信，一声电话骚扰.

其实，都是我在想你的表现.

你懂吗?

我想要的，仅此而已.

未来的未来，未知未觉.

期待的不可预知.

没有信誓旦旦，没有笃信和永远的保证.

我们就这样简单的过着.

都是因为知道喜欢你是不可改变的，爱你是不可预料的.

原来爱情可以来的这么突然.

还有，

我一直都不会变的，

你给我放心好了，

因为我的性格，就是这样，

很多时候，宁愿被你误会了，

也不愿去解释，

却会用行动证明.

我不要对你说我爱你，我想说，我们在一起好吗:)?

因为我不相信爱情，而我却相信了你.

所以，

让我有个机会行动下，

好吗?

哪怕只是一次，

有了一次，我会做第一个抢着幸福给你的人.

这个是我自私. :)